Wednesday, May 28, 2014

Lord I give You my life

These past few days have been full of excitement and adventure. Monday was a normal school day for the children and so while they were in class I was put to work in the library. Christian Light was blessed to have over 1000 books donated and so I had the job to sort through them. In the library there are different categories of books: children, youth, adult, science, history, etc. Each category has a different colored sticker so I went through each box and would sort through and put stickers on the books and then put the books in their category. It was a tiring job but every now and then a student would come in and help me. It was nice to have children who were so eager to help… It may have had something to do with them getting out of class but who knows. Every two and a half days I finished categorizing all those books! I was so excited. Some of the books that were found were in French or they were teacher workbooks/textbooks and so with those I just put them in separate boxes. My next job for the next few days will be to go through the French books and mark them and put them on a new shelf as a new category for the library. With the workbooks and textbooks I have a shelf in their office that I will need to put them on, but also organize and figure out which ones are useful and which are not. So I will still be organizing books but it's a good thing organizing is something I enjoy and am good at :)


After the classes got out there were 4 students that Ms. Sherrie asked me to tutor for a little. Two of them needed help with their alphabet and writing the letters and the other two needed help spelling and reading. It has been challenging trying to see where I should start or what I should do. I want to teach the children at least one thing before I leave so I hope my tutoring for these kids will be helpful in the end. It has been fun tutoring because when I go downstairs they are ready to work. What I love about the students here is that they enjoy school and are excited to learn. They hate when they miss school or when school is over and I love that. It is just so refreshing, as a future teacher, to see children so eager to learn.



This morning and Monday morning I got the opportunity to help with the Baby Feeders Program out in the ravine. I was so pumped to go because I hadn’t gone since my first trip here! I explained a little bit what Baby Feeders is, but I am going to talk about it in more detail. Ms. Sherrie found that after the earthquake a lot of the students coming to her were malnourished, and she seemed to notice more learning deficits with the malnutrition. What she decided was that for the students and families who are not old enough to attend CLS, she would feed them each morning; they would also get a peanut butter ball that contains protein, baby formula, and vitamins that they need daily. She has already seen a rapid improvement in schoolwork since she started this program. I was able to walk through the ravine with the men that were in charge of Baby Feeders. We go to three locations throughout the ravine and the families come up with plates or bowls. The men in charge carry around two containers that have hard-boiled eggs, bread with peanut butter, and a fruit that is in season. The kids come up with their plates and they get their food, their peanut butter ball, and are marked off the list that the men bring with them. It is such a good system and is so cool to be outside of CLS. I love just walking around and saying “Bonjour!” to the people I see. They love when we just say hey to them and acknowledge them. A lot of the children in the ravine also love coming up to you and just grabbing your hand; sometimes they walk with us and just hold your hand while smiling at you. These kids are so precious and beautiful and I thank God for them. These children have taught me how simple the love of God can be. Just by saying hello, smiling and giving them hugs goes a long way for these children. I am hoping to do the Baby Feeders Program 2 or 3 times a week. It is fun seeing the same kids and having them recognize me from the other day. It is also funny when they yell “BLANC!” which is white in Creole. It makes me laugh because that is like their greeting to me. I’m just thinking, “yup, I’m white. Hello to you too!” I usually just wave and say hello back to them. Haitians are so funny and sweet all you have to do is try to get to know them or at least acknowledge that you see them and care for them; even if all you do is wave or say hello that can really go a long way.


 
Before dinner, I like to hang out with the cooks that prepare dinner for the orphanage children. They do not know any English, but it is fun to just sit and admire what they do. One or two of the older girls from the orphanage are usually in there and so I ask them how to say certain things. I try my best to talk to the cooks and its funny when they laugh at me and have to correct me over and over again. But they have the most generous hearts in the world. I usually just stand by the door, but they always insist that I take their seat and sit down. They even let me try their food sometimes or sneak me a piece of chicken… Which is definitely fine by me. One of my goals while I am here this trip is to make better relationships with the workers that work at CLS. I am always so attached to the children that I forget them sometimes. I want to make an effort to build relationships with them because they are just as important. The workers here are serving the Lord where they know best: by being cooks, teachers, cleaners, mechanics, etc. Just how I am serving the Lord by coming here on a mission trip, they are serving it in other ways. I want them to know that what they are doing matters and without them, CLS would not be the same. Without the cooks, the kids would go hungry; without the mechanics, none of the machines or electricity would work; without the cleaning ladies, the rooms would be destroyed. They have helped build Christian Light and they need to know how much they are appreciated daily. This goes for back at home too. I want to learn to make an effort to show my thanks to everyone around me because without them a lot of things would not be the same.


After dinner, I like to go to the girls’ room and hang out in there. This is where the older girls usually hang out and so I want to try and spend time with them as well. They LOVE the game Subway Surfer on my phone so I let them take turns for about 30 minutes a night to play. It is funny how into the game they get and how much alike they are to American children back at home (I do the same thing with the kids I babysit back at home). Before it gets dark I try to play with as many of the kids as I can. They love just running around, playing on phones, and even playing with my hair. I promised a few girls I would let them braid my whole head of hair tonight… Not gonna lie I’m quite nervous about that haha. I don’t know how good I’ll look but they’re excited. I brought nail polish and a small manicure set and so I told them one night this week I will do their nails for them. The older girls were so excited because they said they usually have to do their own nails and end up messing up. It’s fun knowing I’ll be here a lot longer than I have in the past because I know that I can spend so much more time with these kids. Knowing that my relationship with each of them will grow so much over these next 6 weeks.


God has shown me so much so far and it has only been a few days. I can’t wait to see what else happens as my trip continues. The children here have already been a blessing and I hope that before I leave I maybe help them or lead them to God in some way. Love in the most important thing to teach them. Not only to show them what love looks like, but to make sure they know that they are loved by so many people and are especially loved by God. He has such an amazing plan for each kid and they need to know that. The Lord is going to use them to bring others close to him and so it is their job to lift Him up in everything that they do. Please continue to pray for these children and their love for Christ. It is amazing to see the things they teach me daily about the Lord.

 
“We love because he first loved us”
-1 John 4:19

Sunday, May 25, 2014

I could sing of Your love forever

I made it safely to Christian Light! All my preparation over the past several months have led me here. Over the past few months I made homemade jam and granola to help raise money for my trip; I was very surprised how well it all turned out! With the help of many people I was able to raise all the money for this trip, so a big thank you to everyone’s support throughout this entire process. The Lord has truly blessed me by surrounding myself with loving, compassionate people. Yesterday morning my parents and I headed to the Atlanta airport bright and early. I did not sleep at all the night before, having a mixture of excitement and nervousness all night. It was nice just being with my parents for the last few hours before my plane ride because I know I’m going to miss just hanging out with them on a daily basis. Moving back home at the end of my spring semester gave me the ability to hang out with my family as much as I could before I left. I am the definition of a homebody and so being away from home for 6 weeks is completely out of my comfort zone. I know the Lord has great plans for me here and my relationship with Him will grow as well.


Saying bye to my parents at security was hard, but with the wonderful technology we have today, it will be no problem communicating with them throughout my trip. I was alone for the next few hours as I walked through the airport and road the plane to Haiti. It was a good time for me because I just simply needed a little time to myself for a little while. On the plane I spent time with the Lord and just prayed to Him that I will try my hardest to keep my trust and faith in Him not only here in Haiti, but back home as well. When I stepped outside the airport, I was greeted by Edmund, who drove me to Christian Light. I was so surprised when I pulled into the courtyard and heard kids yelling my name. I just couldn’t believe that some of these children really remembered me and were excited to see me! I unloaded my things and spent most of the day hanging out downstairs with some of the children. They were the crazy, funny and sweet kids that I remembered. We played with a soccer ball, I helped girls clean some clothes, and I even got my hair braided by some of the girls. It was a fun afternoon spent with amazing people. By the end of the day I was exhausted and went to bed a little early, but I slept like a rock. It was a great feeling to wake up this morning feeling refreshed and ready for the day.


This morning we woke up and went to Port au Prince Fellowship for their early morning service. Today is actually Haitian Mother's Day so happy Mother's Day to all the moms out there! At the beginning of the service the pastor read a tribute to all the women out there. The tribute was not only to the women who gave birth to children, but also to the women who cared for and loved children as well. I am going to post the tribute at the bottom of this blog post so y'all can read it for yourself! The message was great as well, talking about the mother in Matthew 11:21-28 whose daughter had been possessed by demons. She needed Jesus' help and so Jesus tested her to make sure her faith was there. When she passed the test he cured her daughter from being possessed. It was a really cool message because it could relate to anyone. We need to make sure our faith in the Lord is real. That it is not just a front we put on for others, but that we genuinely have faith and trust in our God. I am not as good as explaining it as the pastor was, but I really enjoyed the message he brought to us. Now we are all back at Christian Light and today we are just relaxing and getting ready for the school week! Tomorrow morning I will be going out into the ravine with CLS' Baby Feeders Program. In my next post I will talk in greater detail about that, but what it basically is is where we go out into the ravine and feed the babies who will go to school here one day. It helps to ensure they are not malnourished and was growing well. It is an awesome program and I am so excited to be doing it tomorrow afternoon! I hope to post about twice a week to give y'all an update on my trip! 


Jesus said, "Let the little children come to me, 
and do not hinder them, for the kingdom 
of heaven belongs to such as these." 
-Matthew 19:14


A Mother's Day Tribute

To those who gave birth this year to their first child, 
We celebrate with you.
To those who lost a child this year, 
We mourn with you.
To those who are in the trenches with little ones every day 
and wear the badge of food stains, 
We appreciate you.
To those who experienced loss this year through miscarriage, 
failed adoptions, or a child that ran away, 
We grieve with you.
To those who walk the hard path of infertility, 
fraught with pokes, prods, tears, and disappointment, 
We walk with you. 
To foster moms, mentor moms, and spiritual moms, 
We need you.
To those who have warm and close relationships with your children, 
We celebrate with you.
To those who have disappointment, heartache, 
and distance from your children, 
We wait with you.
To those who lost their mothers this year, 
We grieve with you.
To those who were encouraged to have an abortion, 
We cry with you.
To those who lived through driving tests, 
medical tests, and the overall testing of motherhood, 
Thank you.
To those who will have emptier nests in the upcoming year, 
We rejoice and grieve with you.
And to those who are pregnant with new life, 
We anticipate with you.

We have in our midst perhaps the greatest warriors in our culture
women in whom God has placed in the spirit of motherhood.

To all of you, we honor you.

(http://victoriasramblings.com/a-mothers-day-tribute/)